I can’t believe I’m writing this stuff again. I just … feel so hopeless and sad and lonely and bored. I’m a home girl for a day or two now. You’d be proud of me. I met a guy I really liked, really. But you know … I can’t seem to open up anymore. Maybe I’m afraid or maybe I’m just not into it anymore. He’s really nice, he’s very far from your attitude. Funny eh? He wants more, I need less. And life begun in that shit. I’m not in a search for a guy, he just … showed up. God, why now? I mean, seriously. I just thought he’d come in the right time. I’m just really confuse. I am just sharing some thoughts in my mind. Yeah, that’s all for now. Oh, by the way … I changed my number AND i did not include giving it to you. I’m stronger now :) be happy for me Jeee. Because I am, just …. confuse.